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2009-02-22T23:19:56Z

And when there is no hope, I smoke some crack and shoot some dope.

I love Choking Victim...

bleh

2009-02-05T00:03:48Z

Sitting here at work...waiting for actors to finally get here. Playing blues and jazz in the quite here seems right. Getting the chickens and ducks tomorrow, they're staying in the office until at least April. Yay...

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-11-01T09:52:00

2008-11-01T15:02:25Z

So, recently Kyle has taken to sending me texts...I'm about a day away from telling him to cease and desist or I'm getting a restraining order. And my brother even offered to do it for me so I don't even have to talk to him. This is what the texts say:

I hate you. You lied to me. You never loved me; you never cared about me; you never cared about my feelings. You used me. You never cared about anybody but yourself. I hate you. You were the worst thing to ever happen to me. I keep telling you I hate you and you don't even want to say anything to me? You really are the worst thing to ever happen to me and I hate you. You know what I did when I saw you flirting with Sam? I went and cried. I have cried every day since we broke up. Now I am falling apart emotionally since you fucked Sam.

Yeah...I slept with my friend Sam, big fucking deal. Now everyone knows. But how is it my fault that you're falling apart at the seems because of something I did as a single person? I just don't know...and I just want it to stop. I even thought about getting a new number so he wouldn't have a way to get a hold of me. And worse is that he knows where I live, and let me tell you, that's fucking helping me out mentally like you would not believe. I'm afraid I'm going to wake up one morning and see my car all fucked up or have notes on it or have him fucking waiting outside.

::EDIT::

At 3:30 this afternoon I got another text, it said: I wanted to get back together with you. I just needed some time to think and get my emotions straight.

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-08-26T11:38:00

2008-08-26T16:38:52Z

Fun Fun Fun Fest is going to be fucking amazing. Also seeing G.B.H. on Thursday...IT'S GONNA BE FUCKING AWESOME!!!

I'm curious

2008-08-12T17:47:46Z

Words to live by:

Jim Jarmusch once said "Fast, Cheap, and Good...pick two. If it's fast and cheap it won't be good. If it's cheap and good it won't be fast. If it's fast and good it won't be cheap."

Fast, Cheap, and Good...pick (2) words to live by.

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-06-06T15:51:00

2008-06-06T20:53:39Z

People have forgotten that I need to be reminded if I said I'm going to something like, a month ago...and I mean, c'mon people! I really don't want to sit through a million of your little friends walking across a stage because I don't know them! Not to mention that a day notice isn't really enough...

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-05-21T18:28:00

2008-05-21T23:29:00Z

Yummy down on this.

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-05-16T10:06:00

2008-05-16T15:06:24Z

I have Tom Waits tickets. Row C seat 120. Who's jealous?

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-05-08T13:24:00

2008-05-08T18:29:55Z

I have one word for you...

PEHDTSCKJMBA (Pe-skeh-jumb-bah)

That's all I have to say

Mid-May to June 13th is going to be insane

2008-04-16T02:22:04Z

5.16.08
Mindless Self Indulgence
Koffin Kats (Part of the Rockabilly Revival)

5.17.08
Reverend Horton Heat (Rockabilly Revival)
Nashville Pussy
Tragedy

5.20.08
Pink Martini

5.25.08
Fleas and Lice

6.01.08
The Dresden Dolls

6.02.08
X

6.08.08
The Cure

6.13.08
Rancid

Holy shit balls.

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-04-10T13:42:00

2008-04-10T18:42:50Z

Did I mention I got a job at Esther's Follies?

Yeah, what's up, bitches?

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-03-19T23:11:00

2008-03-20T04:12:01Z

I think I'm going to spend the rest of the week in Georgetown...yeah.

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-03-03T23:45:00

2008-03-04T05:46:31Z

I love the way my bed smells after he spends the night...

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-02-19T14:28:00

2008-02-19T20:30:25Z

Veggie chips are amazing. Valentines day was amazing as well. Reno may be on MTV, I'm a go-go dancer for a local punk band...crazy life.

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-02-04T17:32:00

2008-02-04T23:37:09Z

So, I went to the Flogging Molly show. It was amazing. A cop kept feeding me double shots of whiskey. Kyle's taking me out to some fancy restaurant for Valentine's Day. I got him the LPs of Opate and Salival, and apparently he got me something I'm going to shit myself, die, and shit myself again over...I'm thinking he somehow managed to get me the Bone Machine LP by Tom Waits. Speaking of Tom, I've had the song 'Dead and Lovely' stuck in my head lately and somehow feel like this is going to be how I end up. I just don't know.

She was a middle class girl
She was in over her head
She thought she would
Stand up in the deep end

He had a bullet proof smile
He had money to burn
She thought she had the moon
In her pocket

But now she's dead
She's so dead
Forever dead and lovely now

I've always been told to
Remember this...
Don't let a fool kiss you
Never marry for love

He was hard to impress
He knew everyone's secrets
He wore her on his arm
Just like jewelry

He never gave but he got
He kept her on a leash
He's not the kind of wheel
You fall asleep at

But now she's dead
Forever dead
Forever dead and lovely now

Come closer, look deeper
You've fallen fast
Just like a plane on a
Stormy sea

She made up someone to be
She made up somewhere to be from
This is one business in the
World where that's no
Problem at all

Everything that is left
They will only plow under
Soon every one you know
Will be gone

And now she's dead
Forever dead
Forever dead and lovely now

Now she's dead
Forever dead
Forever dead and lovely now

I've always been told to
Remember this...
Don't let a kiss fool you
Never marry for love

Everything has its price [2x]
What's more romantic
Then dying in the moonlight?

Now they're all watching the sea
What's lost can never be broken
Her roots were sweet
But they were so shallow

And now she's dead
Forever dead
Forever dead and lovely now

And now she's dead
Forever dead
And she's so dead and lovely now

cosmic_orphan @ 2008-01-03T18:37:00

2008-01-04T00:39:42Z

Learn to swim.

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-11-15T14:51:00

2007-11-15T20:51:47Z

Tool was amazing. 'nuff said.

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-11-04T12:06:00

2007-11-04T18:06:41Z

So, in exactly one month, I'm not going to be a teenager anymore. 20 here I come...

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-10-31T05:27:00

2007-10-31T10:28:26Z

Happy Halloween, kids.

Pictures are sure to follow...just wait till tomorrow.

Have I mentioned this is my favorite holiday EVER?!

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-10-30T11:00:00

2007-10-30T16:00:59Z

Fucking car.

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-10-07T11:51:00

2007-10-07T16:57:54Z

So, I quit Friday's...it involves two sisters who don't know English and tried to blame their short comings on me. Went to the Horrorpops show on Thursday, IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING! Am going to be getting new ink next Friday (hell yeah for payday). Allergies have been kicking my ass left and right, but then again, what's new.

I don't really have the gumption to update that much anymore.
In the mean time...

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-09-25T12:51:00

2007-09-25T17:56:17Z

Sooooo...it's been a while. Sorry. I've been working a lot. Friday's is going well, although I think I'm going to quit. NewsStand is as the Stand can be. Paul (a coworker) and I have been coming up with company mottoes: NewsStand-We just don't know., NewsStand-Specifics aren't really that important right now., NewsStand-Welcome! We have cheap snacks.

Yeah. Oh, here's Bella.

That's it for now. Feel free to come see me at Friday's.

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-09-15T14:49:00

2007-09-15T19:49:09Z

I GOT A NEW PUPPY!!

cosmic_orphan @ 2007-08-31T13:21:00

2007-08-31T18:28:17Z

Some one robbed our house...broke some of our windows and stole about $3,000 worth of stuff. We got lucky though. He only stole a TV (all be it a very expensive one), a cable box, a DVD player, a VCR, and all my loose change. He also managed to rip up our curtains pretty bad. He left my TV, VCR, DVD, Play Station with Guitar Hero, record player with some valuable vinyls, all of our cameras, movies, as well as all of our jewelry. We called APD and filed a report. We got really lucky because they found TONS of prints on the glass and stuff plus we have a sneaking suspicion that it's this truck that hangs around our house. I had gotten the plate number as well as the make and model and color of the truck.
So, my house got broken into, had to leave work to by plywood for above mention smashed windows, and my mom is going out of town. Who wants to stay with me?

Vote for my mommy!

2007-08-28T01:24:32Z

Hi all, this is from my monkey.

"I entered this writing contest (a popularity contest really), but the prize is $5k and a published book by Simon and Schuster. The winner is the person who gets the most 10 votes on their manuscript. So I'd appreciate your vote, if you felt like my entry was worth it. (And if you have friends who think it might be worth it.)

So the link to all the submissions is http://www.gather.com/viewArticle.jsp?articleId=281474977081858

My entry is called Lord of Abydos.

The downside to this is that you to sign up to gather.com. But they don't bother you much.

Thanks in advance.

Michalea"

So PLEASE vote for her!!!